What can be worse than feeling stressed and depressed. I almost bought this triple combo pack of boost chocolate at 7 eleven just now at $5.20. Only to realize that each bar costs $1.70 which is still more than normal market price.
Anyway, the stress is coming from everywhere and ive been feeling very moody for the past few days (still am) due to period, my upcoming bday party and school work. My mom was like asking me about my party plans the other day.
ME: zzz.. dunno lah.
MOM: what u mean u dunno?
ME: Maybe just order some pizza, prepare spaghetti and probably some chicken wings.
She got a shock of her life and whirled around on the sofa seat to face me. It must have really shocked her a lot cos my mom is quite plump and she was lying on the sofa so it should have taken her quite some effort to get up and turn around you know you know. Her eyes and mouth all 'O' shape.
" SO PATHETIC? if i were you, i would be damn embarrassed!"
Dear mom, i was also damn embarrassed to be telling you of my tentative plans. tts why i said MAYBE and the list is incomplete.
My brother suddenly rushes over from his computer table to join in the fun. he sibei kpo lah or dunno if he is just trying to be helpful. Then out of nowhere force me to take out pen and paper.
Bro: quick! go and take a pen and paper now! while i have time now, i can help you plan! Faster! (gan chiong like spider... and too excited, when he may not even be going.) i tell you his eyes really light up lor, like twinkle twinkle little star and his legs were like skipping. Maybe he loves planning things. No wonder always say I very disorganised lah.
me: zzz... * grumbles grumbles* ( i was fucking tired since i just came back from full day work and was brain dead and not making any effort to get up from my seat to take any freaking pen and paper.
Bro: (Staring me down)No.. im not going to help you take the pen and paper. Go and take yourself.. ( take your head, im not intending to plan now also)
* background* both mother and son bombarding me with my bday plans and giving very negative comments and SUDDENLY, i just teared. i really didnt intend to.
Bro: why are u crying?! (sounded very bewildered. I hope he didnt think that tt i was touched to tears )
Me: im very stressed....
MOm: tmr den say lah...
Then my bro obediently walk away........................
Thankfully, all is well now............ just ordered the buffet food.
And i had another weird dream last night about........ PHANG JOEL. seriously, i must have been damn affected by him not accepting my friend request on Facebook and even more so when i see him adding more ppl day by day. sibei irritating... ure adding everyone but me! why u like tt?!
U always copy my ting xie during Mother Tongue period and now you dont wait to accept my friend request? what is this! Phanggg sai.............. Or issit you cant accept ppl dressing up as animals?
Anyway i dreamt that i saw him on the streets and we stared at each other. I wanted to go up to him and grab and jerk him by the shoulders and ask him why he didnt accept my FB friend request but decided not to cos he doesnt seem to recognise that im the same girl who let him copied ting xie. so i very zhuai-ly walked away and shook my ass hmph! Then the dream end
And the night before last, i dreamt of my Ex. tsk.... long time since i last dreamt of him. Dreamt that he came back to look for me or something and soon after he left and i regretted in the dream for not giving him a hug before he left. OMG why did i regret not hugging him?
I should have regretted not giving him a tight slap across his face. WASTED! i better dream of him one of these days if not i wont be satisfied. And if i do, he is soooooooo gonna get it from me. Maybe not just slap.
ok gd nite girlies. sweet dreams of ppl who rejected you on fb. lotsa love ting tong
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