Friends?

Swimming makes me reflect. Have u ever wonder who really are ur true friends in life? It's pathetic to have many friends but none are true. I rather have 1 true friends than many fair-weather friends. Humans are ever-changing creatures and are so fickle-minded. Some can treat u as their best friends, and the next day, they can treat u as enemies. I wonder why...is this part of human nature? Even worst, some may put it in their mouths that u are their besties, but wat? they talk behind ur back and tell others about ur bads? I personally feel that good friends should talk face to face if they have any problems between each other..and not just tell this to a third party, with the other one kept in the dark. This will create even more misunderstandings. Trust is the most important thing between friendships.Right?

I guess i have matured and are understanding this world more and more each day. I used to live in my naive own little world. Its time for me to wake up and not trust anyone easily. But one thing im sure of, is that friends from primary school and secondary school are the best! Because they know u inside out. I'm having doubts about JC coz its so competitive out there. The world force me to be like this.

Peishan.

Heaven.

Off to a better place, where sufferings are non-existent.
We'll miss u.
Bye, my friend.

Love,
Peishan.

stupid bus 12

walao 2day o level results out lor...den my sch dismiss at 1130..ao stupid lor.my whole class like not comin..den yday i actually wan go sch de. cos my mother surely will keep nagging at me for not gg sch. i was like thinkin how damm weird it is if only i turn up for sch, den gt 3 tutorials..the tcher will be like teachin to me only..zzz

so i wake up 2day like normal la, den go board the damm bus 12. kns la de early bus 12 jus pass by me when i walkin to the busstop..wth la, den i haf to wait for the later bus. super crowded n is always delay at bus stops cos ppl at the back of the bus dun wan move in. stupid la and then i was late for sch. kns 3rd time liao leh. mus do cwo lor..i den dun wan do lor, den i take bus 12 back home. in the end, still got one repeat girl gt go sch. but i dunno is she the only one that come sch lol.

bus 12 is irritating lor..the waiting time so long..everytime, bus 12 is the last time to come wan lor...like can wait for half an hour dat type. everytime gt guitar, i will reach home at 8 plus, super late la! i will be at the busstop at 7.10 liddat n nid to wait so long n journey so long zzz...

oh ya 2day o lvl results out, my frens all very scared lor. lol reminds me that last yr, i did not feel very scared haha. i even work in the morning on results day lor..still rmb i come sch in home clothes at first lor lol..den i go home change haha. i tink i only feel scared at the point when the teacher start speaking to us how we did as a whole sch..haha hope qling n xy get damm gd grades later. gd luck to them=)

so tml u all wan meet? i very free n sian nowadays, not much work to do..actually is haf la, but i very reluctant do, rather go slack. u all so busy lor..bet tml u all wont meet, cn sb organise n play mj oso, b4 cny pls..

so kelian

so kelian la him...i 2day heard from my frens bout this..they askin ppl to go to the hospital n visit him..actually i dunno hu he is. jus noe he is my schoolmate...i at first tot of tellin u all dis in school cos dis kind of remind me in tk, gt one senior pass away bcos of cancer. so not used to this kind of illnesses happenin to ppl around my age. i kind of feel rude about telling people about this thing. cos i dunno him. n i dun even noe i gt the facts right. all i heard is from friends.
i at first kind of dun understand y the parents want to take off the plug. but it is a real difficult decision for them to make also. i really hope some miracle will happen and he will recover. jia you!!

Good Luck =)

Hi guy,
Jia you and wake up now!
I know it is difficult, but try yr utmost best to open yr eyes. Imagine all the good things in the world and yr love ones. Just open yr eyes and get up of the bed.
Living might be tiring but it is good.
Enough of resting, wake up now. And carry on with yr routines of life.
=)

Mic.

hang on kid!

after reading ps's post, i feel super sad sia! altho i dunno the guy personally, it really hurts me. life's really fragile and these tragics are happening so often, which sucks. the guy's of our age la! i seriously can't imagine that happening to anyone close to me. we're barely twenty. we deserve more time to live and enjoy/suffer in this world! no matter what, i sincerely hope that the guy(kendrick izzit?) will wake up by tmr 10am! and can all those pple dun turn off that thingy? like, gif him more time! he'll wake up! youngsters like us won't give up easily. i truly believe that miracles DO exist. it happened when u pple meet me. ok no time for this. i'm praying for a miracle for him. and i dunno why his parents will agree to turn off the machine! mayb it's too costly for them? but its a matter of life and death! if he doesn't wake up by 10am tmr(CHOYYY!), i'll chiong there n stop those pple from stopping that machine! its jux 3 days, not 3yrs. cny is coming. i'm sure he wants to collect ang baos too. ps! tempt him with ang baos! ask the girl he likes to go n kiss him! it might work you noe. i dunno what to say anymore. i feel like crying can.

HANG ON KID!! everyone's waiting for you to wake up!

and yt's fren's fren. i hope a miracle can happen too. heart problem? pls fight it and win! be strong! oh man. strangers are making me sad. =.=


jiayou kendrick! i'll pray for you too.
waitin' for good news! =)
qinyu.

my support!

ok... i thought nobody was gonna blog after me so soon. and there, it was Peishan. well, after reading it, i rather she didnt blog cos it was bad news. sorry to hear that ps.. coincedentally i heard a similar story today. about my fren's fren who has this heart problem aand hasnt much time to live and he tried telling his gf who didnt believe him and thought he was acting pathetic like someone i know.

directed to ps: how did all this even happen? he's ur close friend? i mean.. why did he become like this? the brain's dead and in a coma rite. but u rmb watchin zhen qing rite? tt jing chuan also was in such a situation and they didnt give up on her wad. i mean why muz they put an end to his life and switch off tt damn thing? it may take ages to wake up but he can still wake up wad rite. Switching off tt thing ( i keep callin it tt thing cos i dunno wad its called, i read ur post but i forgot e name, sorry) ok as i was saying, switchin off tt thing is stealing away his chance of living! i mean, dun u guys think so too? wtf is with tt logic.

i was gonna come here to post sth about some fucked up bastard who's crazy and enjoys actin pathetic but i guess now isnt e right time.

anywae, i pray to God too so i will pray for ur fren tonite!

lotsa love, yiting ( yeah calling u a bastard) aka buttcheeks

Life's fragile.

The whole class visited one of our friends at ICU today. He's in coma since saturday and hasn't woke up since then. He's brain dead...and he needs a life support to help him breathe. Before that, the impact of hearing this news is not as great as seeing him with my own eyes...coz i still feel that there's definitely some hope for him to wake up. But when i really see him lying there helplessly, knowing that he can hear u but could not response...tears started whelming up. That's when i feel that life is so fragile that nobody will know what will happen next...that's also when i feel that we should treasure every single moment of our lives and never take anyone for granted. He has now less than 24hrs to live...and if he did not wake up by 10am tmr, they are going to switch off the life support. I cant even dare to imagine that. U still can see him breathing now..why must they switch it off!!! argh!

Almost the whole icu is crowded with tpjc students and teachers..my PE teacher who is a certified sinseh even did acupuncture on him...i guess now, it's to try everything that we can to make him wake up. My friends even tickled his feet and irritate him.ah kendrick ah kendrick pls wake up!!! miracles still exists! Everyone is praying for him now. We even make 1000 plus stars and 700 plus paper cranes just now...everyone is still hanging on till the last moment.

He's a damn frenly guy..and is damn pro in badminton, he's even a coach! haiz.life's is fragile man. We are going to visit him tmr morning and skip all lessons. Hope that things will be better.

Peishan

a little break.

hello? anybody home??? i wanna murder QINYU. why is there so many of my pretty pics on e blog! u arent being fair to them u noe!

theres so many things to do and tons of projects to submit next wk. just what e hell am i doing here. im entertaining u guys! yay! and im like talkin to myself! yay!

i haf UIR online quiz tmr! yay! lalalala. NOW, i jus wanna share with u some wonderful activities i had today. i noe u wanna noe more about me. u're gigglin so stop it.


10am : econs tutorial. so fun.......

12am: i say " chicken cutlet" . angelia says " yeah hahahaha" seriously, i can predict what she wanna eat. cos she's always eatin e same thing.
guess wad i eat? i ate .. i forgot.
ok i noe wad i ate already. i had grilled fish! yum yum.

12.30pm: project. writin some crap memorandum ( noe wad this means?? i bet u dunno! its... its .. im not tellin u wahhahaha, go check e dic babe)

2pm: left alone to wait for tutorial at 4am. everyones started at 2pm and mine?!?!?! 4PM! wth. so i went surfin e net and completed most of my research tt i need for tmr ( always last min but works most of e time) and listening to bleach soundtracks! and tt bloody videos load so bloody slow. and i dunno why theres always a bunch of indians gathering at the library computers. and they are always doing e same thing. watching indian drama! seriously, i dun mind watchin too. and there was this guy who was secretly ( he was tryin to do it secretly, but quite obvious) lookin at some girl pics. not porn jus some girls. u noe.... girlssss.. and ppl who walked past would be staring at pointin at his screen. and my fren jus kept laughin at him. i bet she wanna join in e fun too.

4pm: uart tutorial which was totally crap today. like half e class ( or maybe less) turned up. and we did our own stuff and presented on some artwork.

6pm: home home home home.

muack muack butty

unglam. =)

lol. love me pple. ^^
fishy.

countdown 2008

hey i agree this blog is dead lol...wow my post is gonna be the first post of the year! haha...u all dis year blog more ba. so sian 2007 is gone...i always feel a bit sian on the new year eve cos i will think how fast time pass and my life is not getting any interesting and sadly more no life. ny eve also reminds of sch reopening soon..sian diao! no choice, life still haf to go on and i still haf to go sch.

haha so on the 31st, we went shoppin b4 we do any countdown activities. we go far east shop...then boring lor, only ps manage to buy sth and she the one who nv bring any money at all! the rest of us nv buy anything. den we go makan and go bugis bcos of yt's diva. she lor, wan to buy bangle lol. no la i oso wan to see my s&k skirt haha. after that we walk to suntec to meet xinyi and her friend. we follow the crowd and walk to esplanade. a lot ppl very high hor, got bring balloons and wear funny hats. As we walk towards there, it gets more and more crowded and we also c more yt kind of ppl lol. we very scared one of us get lost in the crowd esp yt, no hp wif her. then we keep talkin where we want to go watch the fireworks. finally decide on the bridge area. the view down there consider not bad liao cos we go there late and we are not block by anyone.

finally it was 12am and the fireworks start. the fireworks damm nice la! u can hear us screaming and making noises as each firework got nicer. yt was like keep shouting omg at all the nice fireworks. after the fireworks, we wanted to go eat supper. i want tou hua lor. in the end we goback tampines eat mac. we stay there and chit chat for a while. ps keep looking at ppl in mac lol. After that, ps bring us to her hse. she as a lu chi, bring us walk the long route. the journey took 45mins lor. then we stay at her hse downstairs and talk, play psp. aft that got bus le go home. qy and i in the late morning, go tm for a while. that is how we celebrate ny. mayb if we go downtown will be more high la. but nvm we still haf fun!! next shall celebrate dere or better lol, we celebrate ny overseas. i wan go taiwan wif u all la, u all dun ps me la!!

oh ya the pics, very little lor. 4got to get more from xinyi. those 2 are those we take after the fireworks















haha this pic very blur n funny! who is the green shirt girl ar? dun really look like xy rite?














a not so blur one. where is xy in dis pic??



kind of late nw but happy ny anw!! esp to mic!! hope 2008 will be a smooth yr for all of us...qy and ps do super well in As!! jia you!!