Tuesday, March 8, 2011

a love story

I had yet another weird dream last last night. dreamt that i was progressing well into a potential relationship with this guy. Please do not start to presume now that I am desperate for a boyfriend.

We were on a date.. i think. Somewhere along the dream, ( i say somewhere because there is seldom coherence in dreams. its all bits and pieces, jumping from one scene to the next and you could be with a different group of people or an entirely different place in just one split second. as i've said, NO COHERENCE) , we wound up in this flat and he tells me he has to go visiting. as in CNY visiting.

Apparently, I'm still so not over CNY (probably cos i havent had enough of gambling) and my pig brain has yet to register that it is in fact, over. In my dream, it was the last day of CNY and this potential-bf- guy tells me he wants to go visiting, at his ah ma's place. it will be his first visit to his ah ma on CNY and wow. You do it on the last day of CNY. so yeah instead of bringing me along to collect ang bao, I am left behind at the corridor. The corridor in which i waited for him was way too cool. It had benches and seats. Perfect for stoning.. and i did.

i waited for damn long btw.. Finally, he probably decides that he has heard enough of grandmother stories and his main goal, which is to collect ang bao is accomplished and hence leaves. I am happy and shocked at the same time to see him walk towards me. BECAUSE HE HAS BLOODY HELL PUT ON thick MAKE UP, DYED HIS HAIR GOLD AND HAS TINTED LENS ON. WTF? is this some sick joke? does this make him a cross dresser (make-up) or a cosplayer (coloured hair and lens)? And were you away so long cos you have been busy preparing to look like a freak? ok whatever... I really hope dreams are opposite of reality because never in my life would i wanna date a walking nightmare like this.

He checks on me and i try to act normal and not the least bit affected by his freaky outwardly appearance. i even touched his face, hoping that it would prove me wrong that that wasnt make up on his face. Maybe moisturiser, or pimple cream. I mean maybe he doesnt know how to apply pimple cream, or has zits all over his whole face so he might as well just apply pimple cream to his entire face. BUT NO. His face feels... made up.

Following this, he heads for the neighbouring unit. And that's where the aunty's family stays. It is amazing how dreams can make everything so convenient. After a long wait, i see 2 young boys coming out of that same unit and they look so much like potential-bf-guy. i suppose they are cousins but even cousins dont look so much alike?

anw it was a very long wait... Ok actually as im typing away now, im wondering why i havent taken the opportunity to run away because that guy is a crossdresser cum cosplayer. i seem to like this guy a lot in my dream. it is actually a bit scary because he is not even real. I mean imagine u dream about this guy and fall in love with him in your dream and even after you're awake from the dream, you still cant get over him. It's sick because you have fallen in love with a non-existent man that you yourself made up.

ok anw, he finally leaves his aunty's house. i am happy for 2 seconds, before realising he enters YET ANOTHER neighbour's hse. like wtf this whole storey your relatives own one ah. and after that i never got to see him again. He was in there for quite some time too and just when i was feeling pretty sure he was gonna leave the house already, I have to be woken up by the spoiler alarm clock. so anticlimax because i have been waiting so badly for him to be done with visiting! The most anticipated part of a dream always ends just like this because of a silly anti-climatic alarm! or a grasscutter.. or your mom coming in to your room and sweeping with a lot of noise.

ok end of my love story.

i dunno whether it would be good to have a continuation to this dream. like tonight i dream up of where we left off and he comes running to me and says sth like ' hey so sorry i took so long visiting'.

BUT WHAT IF HE SAYS THIS TO ME INSTEAD.....

' Hey so sorry you were woken up before i left my aunty's hse!'

NOW THAT WOULD BE FREAKY.


ok tata girls.. wish u SWEET dreams tonight!

lotsa love, cosplayer's gf, TING TING

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