Cause you had a bad dayYou're taking one downYou sing a sad song just to turn it around.
yeah im havin a really bad day now. and not even singing a sad song is gg to turn it around. im not depressed but im havin a super bad day cos my head seems like its floating. it feels super light like a balloon. i think tts how some ppl feel everyday. those emptyheaded ppl like you hahahahha.
Anyway it was worst when i first woke up. at like 11am to go pee. i couldnt even sit still on the toilet bowl. den i went back to slp and couldnt cos my brains felt like they were rollin ard my head. den i woke up and e room started revolvin around me and i started puking out yellow highlighter coloured stuff all over e floor. sorry mom. yeah my vomit was e ugliest greenish yellow and i wonder how i could puke tt kinda colour gross stuff when i ate subway e day before.
after pukin my guts out i felt slightly better den my mom dragged me downstairs to see e doc. and immediately i felt nauseaus (ive no idea how to spell nauseus or issit nauseous? or maybe nauseaous) again. when it was my turn to go in to doc's rm, e doc turned to my mom and said " filippino?" Though i was at my weakest, at e moment, i could have summoned all my strength and punched him lol. ok im used to it, with all my colouring all tt, esp when im sick i turn even greener and paler and i was kinda expecting it tt ppl will think tt way. but still, it's diff when someone actually says it. its so gahhhhh. When he said it, my mom was gigglin at one corner like it was e funniest joke ever made, its NOT funny at all.
anyway he diagnosed me with stomach flu bla bla. though i dun even noe wad the heck issit and wasnt really listening to wad was gg on cos my brains were jelly. den he got me to lie down on e bed ( wadever its called, in e checkup rm) and took my temperature. e first time he took my temp with e ear instrument thing, he couldnt measure any temp. i was like ??? ... i didnt noe such things could happen, my 1st time. den he went on with e other ear den used e stetoscope to carry on with checking e pulse and stuff.
den all of a sudden i felt like vomitin again and jerked upright. i muz have scared e hell outta e doc cos he " WHOAAA" and quickly backed away from me. hahha quite funny when i think about it. after tt i thought i was not gg to puke already so i got off e bed and stood up den " breaghhhhh" i puke all over my face cos i was suppressin my mouth with my hands and it spilled all over the floor. gross rite. sry i grossed u all out but it was wad actually happened. den we apologised to the doc and i washed myself at the basin and den we discussed some issues and one thing led to another and he said i got PING XUE. i think its anaemia. but not serious la except tt he suggested me eating more pig's livers which really disgusted me cos its e one food i hate most.
im so disgusted by it i dun even think its food to me. i cant even bring myself to swallow it. the last time my mom cooked, i was convinced to try it so i put it in my mouth to chew, with lots of rice so e taste wouldnt be so overwhelmin but e rice is apparently not enough. i was gaggin and my throat constricted man. couldnt swallow it cos my brain was sending signals to my throat hahahahahhaha. ok this is funny, but not at e time when it was in my mouth. so i gagged and i started tearing and almost puked if not for my determination to get it down my throat. im not exaggerating and i cant even take one liver alr, i dunno how i can eat so much more needed to help my anaemia recover.
ok great, im havin porridge for dinner. yay so damn HAPPY. zzzzzz. ok gtg. see ya guys ard.
lotsa love, ting
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