What can be worse than feeling stressed and depressed. I almost bought this triple combo pack of boost chocolate at 7 eleven just now at $5.20. Only to realize that each bar costs $1.70 which is still more than normal market price.
Anyway, the stress is coming from everywhere and ive been feeling very moody for the past few days (still am) due to period, my upcoming bday party and school work. My mom was like asking me about my party plans the other day.
ME: zzz.. dunno lah.
MOM: what u mean u dunno?
ME: Maybe just order some pizza, prepare spaghetti and probably some chicken wings.
She got a shock of her life and whirled around on the sofa seat to face me. It must have really shocked her a lot cos my mom is quite plump and she was lying on the sofa so it should have taken her quite some effort to get up and turn around you know you know. Her eyes and mouth all 'O' shape.
" SO PATHETIC? if i were you, i would be damn embarrassed!"
Dear mom, i was also damn embarrassed to be telling you of my tentative plans. tts why i said MAYBE and the list is incomplete.
My brother suddenly rushes over from his computer table to join in the fun. he sibei kpo lah or dunno if he is just trying to be helpful. Then out of nowhere force me to take out pen and paper.
Bro: quick! go and take a pen and paper now! while i have time now, i can help you plan! Faster! (gan chiong like spider... and too excited, when he may not even be going.) i tell you his eyes really light up lor, like twinkle twinkle little star and his legs were like skipping. Maybe he loves planning things. No wonder always say I very disorganised lah.
me: zzz... * grumbles grumbles* ( i was fucking tired since i just came back from full day work and was brain dead and not making any effort to get up from my seat to take any freaking pen and paper.
Bro: (Staring me down)No.. im not going to help you take the pen and paper. Go and take yourself.. ( take your head, im not intending to plan now also)
* background* both mother and son bombarding me with my bday plans and giving very negative comments and SUDDENLY, i just teared. i really didnt intend to.
Bro: why are u crying?! (sounded very bewildered. I hope he didnt think that tt i was touched to tears )
Me: im very stressed....
MOm: tmr den say lah...
Then my bro obediently walk away........................
Thankfully, all is well now............ just ordered the buffet food.
And i had another weird dream last night about........ PHANG JOEL. seriously, i must have been damn affected by him not accepting my friend request on Facebook and even more so when i see him adding more ppl day by day. sibei irritating... ure adding everyone but me! why u like tt?!
U always copy my ting xie during Mother Tongue period and now you dont wait to accept my friend request? what is this! Phanggg sai.............. Or issit you cant accept ppl dressing up as animals?
Anyway i dreamt that i saw him on the streets and we stared at each other. I wanted to go up to him and grab and jerk him by the shoulders and ask him why he didnt accept my FB friend request but decided not to cos he doesnt seem to recognise that im the same girl who let him copied ting xie. so i very zhuai-ly walked away and shook my ass hmph! Then the dream end
And the night before last, i dreamt of my Ex. tsk.... long time since i last dreamt of him. Dreamt that he came back to look for me or something and soon after he left and i regretted in the dream for not giving him a hug before he left. OMG why did i regret not hugging him?
I should have regretted not giving him a tight slap across his face. WASTED! i better dream of him one of these days if not i wont be satisfied. And if i do, he is soooooooo gonna get it from me. Maybe not just slap.
ok gd nite girlies. sweet dreams of ppl who rejected you on fb. lotsa love ting tong
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
nightmare again
I cant slp.. ive got work tomorrow and i wanna turn in early but i cant freaking get to bed. and something stinks in here. it smells like bird cage.
Anw i had another dream last nite. dreamt that my eye got infected. disgusting dream. i lifted my lid and rolled my eye to the right and my eye socket was revealed! how is that humanely possible! to make things worse, my socket was infected and there were some worms!
omggggggggg ok damn gross. ok end of story gd nite gd nite
lots and lots and lots of love ting ting
Anw i had another dream last nite. dreamt that my eye got infected. disgusting dream. i lifted my lid and rolled my eye to the right and my eye socket was revealed! how is that humanely possible! to make things worse, my socket was infected and there were some worms!
omggggggggg ok damn gross. ok end of story gd nite gd nite
lots and lots and lots of love ting ting
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
a love story
I had yet another weird dream last last night. dreamt that i was progressing well into a potential relationship with this guy. Please do not start to presume now that I am desperate for a boyfriend.
We were on a date.. i think. Somewhere along the dream, ( i say somewhere because there is seldom coherence in dreams. its all bits and pieces, jumping from one scene to the next and you could be with a different group of people or an entirely different place in just one split second. as i've said, NO COHERENCE) , we wound up in this flat and he tells me he has to go visiting. as in CNY visiting.
Apparently, I'm still so not over CNY (probably cos i havent had enough of gambling) and my pig brain has yet to register that it is in fact, over. In my dream, it was the last day of CNY and this potential-bf- guy tells me he wants to go visiting, at his ah ma's place. it will be his first visit to his ah ma on CNY and wow. You do it on the last day of CNY. so yeah instead of bringing me along to collect ang bao, I am left behind at the corridor. The corridor in which i waited for him was way too cool. It had benches and seats. Perfect for stoning.. and i did.
i waited for damn long btw.. Finally, he probably decides that he has heard enough of grandmother stories and his main goal, which is to collect ang bao is accomplished and hence leaves. I am happy and shocked at the same time to see him walk towards me. BECAUSE HE HAS BLOODY HELL PUT ON thick MAKE UP, DYED HIS HAIR GOLD AND HAS TINTED LENS ON. WTF? is this some sick joke? does this make him a cross dresser (make-up) or a cosplayer (coloured hair and lens)? And were you away so long cos you have been busy preparing to look like a freak? ok whatever... I really hope dreams are opposite of reality because never in my life would i wanna date a walking nightmare like this.
He checks on me and i try to act normal and not the least bit affected by his freaky outwardly appearance. i even touched his face, hoping that it would prove me wrong that that wasnt make up on his face. Maybe moisturiser, or pimple cream. I mean maybe he doesnt know how to apply pimple cream, or has zits all over his whole face so he might as well just apply pimple cream to his entire face. BUT NO. His face feels... made up.
Following this, he heads for the neighbouring unit. And that's where the aunty's family stays. It is amazing how dreams can make everything so convenient. After a long wait, i see 2 young boys coming out of that same unit and they look so much like potential-bf-guy. i suppose they are cousins but even cousins dont look so much alike?
anw it was a very long wait... Ok actually as im typing away now, im wondering why i havent taken the opportunity to run away because that guy is a crossdresser cum cosplayer. i seem to like this guy a lot in my dream. it is actually a bit scary because he is not even real. I mean imagine u dream about this guy and fall in love with him in your dream and even after you're awake from the dream, you still cant get over him. It's sick because you have fallen in love with a non-existent man that you yourself made up.
ok anw, he finally leaves his aunty's house. i am happy for 2 seconds, before realising he enters YET ANOTHER neighbour's hse. like wtf this whole storey your relatives own one ah. and after that i never got to see him again. He was in there for quite some time too and just when i was feeling pretty sure he was gonna leave the house already, I have to be woken up by the spoiler alarm clock. so anticlimax because i have been waiting so badly for him to be done with visiting! The most anticipated part of a dream always ends just like this because of a silly anti-climatic alarm! or a grasscutter.. or your mom coming in to your room and sweeping with a lot of noise.
ok end of my love story.
i dunno whether it would be good to have a continuation to this dream. like tonight i dream up of where we left off and he comes running to me and says sth like ' hey so sorry i took so long visiting'.
BUT WHAT IF HE SAYS THIS TO ME INSTEAD.....
' Hey so sorry you were woken up before i left my aunty's hse!'
NOW THAT WOULD BE FREAKY.
ok tata girls.. wish u SWEET dreams tonight!
lotsa love, cosplayer's gf, TING TING
We were on a date.. i think. Somewhere along the dream, ( i say somewhere because there is seldom coherence in dreams. its all bits and pieces, jumping from one scene to the next and you could be with a different group of people or an entirely different place in just one split second. as i've said, NO COHERENCE) , we wound up in this flat and he tells me he has to go visiting. as in CNY visiting.
Apparently, I'm still so not over CNY (probably cos i havent had enough of gambling) and my pig brain has yet to register that it is in fact, over. In my dream, it was the last day of CNY and this potential-bf- guy tells me he wants to go visiting, at his ah ma's place. it will be his first visit to his ah ma on CNY and wow. You do it on the last day of CNY. so yeah instead of bringing me along to collect ang bao, I am left behind at the corridor. The corridor in which i waited for him was way too cool. It had benches and seats. Perfect for stoning.. and i did.
i waited for damn long btw.. Finally, he probably decides that he has heard enough of grandmother stories and his main goal, which is to collect ang bao is accomplished and hence leaves. I am happy and shocked at the same time to see him walk towards me. BECAUSE HE HAS BLOODY HELL PUT ON thick MAKE UP, DYED HIS HAIR GOLD AND HAS TINTED LENS ON. WTF? is this some sick joke? does this make him a cross dresser (make-up) or a cosplayer (coloured hair and lens)? And were you away so long cos you have been busy preparing to look like a freak? ok whatever... I really hope dreams are opposite of reality because never in my life would i wanna date a walking nightmare like this.
He checks on me and i try to act normal and not the least bit affected by his freaky outwardly appearance. i even touched his face, hoping that it would prove me wrong that that wasnt make up on his face. Maybe moisturiser, or pimple cream. I mean maybe he doesnt know how to apply pimple cream, or has zits all over his whole face so he might as well just apply pimple cream to his entire face. BUT NO. His face feels... made up.
Following this, he heads for the neighbouring unit. And that's where the aunty's family stays. It is amazing how dreams can make everything so convenient. After a long wait, i see 2 young boys coming out of that same unit and they look so much like potential-bf-guy. i suppose they are cousins but even cousins dont look so much alike?
anw it was a very long wait... Ok actually as im typing away now, im wondering why i havent taken the opportunity to run away because that guy is a crossdresser cum cosplayer. i seem to like this guy a lot in my dream. it is actually a bit scary because he is not even real. I mean imagine u dream about this guy and fall in love with him in your dream and even after you're awake from the dream, you still cant get over him. It's sick because you have fallen in love with a non-existent man that you yourself made up.
ok anw, he finally leaves his aunty's house. i am happy for 2 seconds, before realising he enters YET ANOTHER neighbour's hse. like wtf this whole storey your relatives own one ah. and after that i never got to see him again. He was in there for quite some time too and just when i was feeling pretty sure he was gonna leave the house already, I have to be woken up by the spoiler alarm clock. so anticlimax because i have been waiting so badly for him to be done with visiting! The most anticipated part of a dream always ends just like this because of a silly anti-climatic alarm! or a grasscutter.. or your mom coming in to your room and sweeping with a lot of noise.
ok end of my love story.
i dunno whether it would be good to have a continuation to this dream. like tonight i dream up of where we left off and he comes running to me and says sth like ' hey so sorry i took so long visiting'.
BUT WHAT IF HE SAYS THIS TO ME INSTEAD.....
' Hey so sorry you were woken up before i left my aunty's hse!'
NOW THAT WOULD BE FREAKY.
ok tata girls.. wish u SWEET dreams tonight!
lotsa love, cosplayer's gf, TING TING
A cab ride
MICMICMIC =| says:
today i took a cab to sch
the uncle keep talking to me all the way like niam thruout sia
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
den wad he say
MICMICMIC =| says:
ask if i got bf
why no bf
why study prive
why nv choose uk sch
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
MICMICMIC =| says:
why cannot date didi
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
HAHAHAHAHA!
wtf ask him intro u his son lah
MICMICMIC =| says:
then still tell me tons of other things
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
kb so much
MICMICMIC =| says:
and he thinks im pretty
HAAHHA
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
yeah why u cannot date didi
i also wan ask u
HAHAHAHHHAHAHAH
how he say u pretty
MICMICMIC =| says:
say my yang mao not bad should have bf
or ppl chase
or experience
wtf
and he say its not practical
cause when female age faster than guy
and then guy mental age lower
oh. and easier to waiyu for the guy
and he thought im 19
usually drivers talk. but not all the way can
he still tell me he got 3 son/daughter
all go uk study
and a niece in smu
he retire thats why drive cab
daughter head of some govt sector
blahblahblah
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
LOLOLLLLLLLL
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
i cant stand taxi uncles who like to hao lian
sibei irritating
u should go tweet about this
MICMICMIC =| says:
hahahah
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
or blog!
go copy paste
MICMICMIC =| says:
then he ask me to have more confident
he thinks i have low confidence level
omg. now a taxi driver also knows i have low self esteem
alamak
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
LOL
xoxo,
mic
today i took a cab to sch
the uncle keep talking to me all the way like niam thruout sia
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
den wad he say
MICMICMIC =| says:
ask if i got bf
why no bf
why study prive
why nv choose uk sch
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
MICMICMIC =| says:
why cannot date didi
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
HAHAHAHAHA!
wtf ask him intro u his son lah
MICMICMIC =| says:
then still tell me tons of other things
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
kb so much
MICMICMIC =| says:
and he thinks im pretty
HAAHHA
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
yeah why u cannot date didi
i also wan ask u
HAHAHAHHHAHAHAH
how he say u pretty
MICMICMIC =| says:
say my yang mao not bad should have bf
or ppl chase
or experience
wtf
and he say its not practical
cause when female age faster than guy
and then guy mental age lower
oh. and easier to waiyu for the guy
and he thought im 19
usually drivers talk. but not all the way can
he still tell me he got 3 son/daughter
all go uk study
and a niece in smu
he retire thats why drive cab
daughter head of some govt sector
blahblahblah
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
LOLOLLLLLLLL
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
i cant stand taxi uncles who like to hao lian
sibei irritating
u should go tweet about this
MICMICMIC =| says:
hahahah
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
or blog!
go copy paste
MICMICMIC =| says:
then he ask me to have more confident
he thinks i have low confidence level
omg. now a taxi driver also knows i have low self esteem
alamak
stop changing my display name screw you msn says:
LOL
xoxo,
mic
Monday, March 7, 2011
why i love pr so much
oh and i wanna tell u about my PR teacher. i hate everything about PR btw. i dislike the lesson conducted, the assignments, the teacher.. basically everything.
the pr teacher is bias to a certain extent (hahaha) - our dislike for each other is on par. she seems to have sth against quiet pple. i just want to go to class and mind my own business. BUT, there will be this stupid workshop in every lesson where we have to do some group work and share our ideas with the whole class.
so ok, we talk, finally. but she always seems to have sth against our ideas.
there was this time me, jh and sy were sitting at the back row on the right side of the classroom den she said sth like cmon girls at the back! ure so quiet, zero marks for participation for u today! wtf seriously... the whole group of ppl on the left nv talk at all and she has to mention us. i think if we sat on the left side. she will say girls on the left, pls contribute! youre too quiet.
something wrong ah u! she really something wrong lor.
ok i shall end her dun wanna sound whiney
love tingting
the pr teacher is bias to a certain extent (hahaha) - our dislike for each other is on par. she seems to have sth against quiet pple. i just want to go to class and mind my own business. BUT, there will be this stupid workshop in every lesson where we have to do some group work and share our ideas with the whole class.
so ok, we talk, finally. but she always seems to have sth against our ideas.
there was this time me, jh and sy were sitting at the back row on the right side of the classroom den she said sth like cmon girls at the back! ure so quiet, zero marks for participation for u today! wtf seriously... the whole group of ppl on the left nv talk at all and she has to mention us. i think if we sat on the left side. she will say girls on the left, pls contribute! youre too quiet.
something wrong ah u! she really something wrong lor.
ok i shall end her dun wanna sound whiney
love tingting
i have no life
hello girls im enjoying a bit of freedom now. just sat for my law paper. YEAH test on a sunday.. best way ever to end my week.
Anyway i must stop telling u about my daily activities but pls let this be the last time. I need to let u know urgently that im acting more and more like a pig that i'm scaring myself.
12.30: wake up. natural reflex to turn on laptop. of course after brushing teeth, washing up and drinking a glass of water. Go facebook, check email, go twitter and tweet. Lately, all ive been tweeting about is school, especially PR. and im getting really stressed. see my face, 1.. 2.. 3.. THREE pimples on the right side of my face (and i havent had pimples for a long time!). pls go away soon, pimples. i wanna look normal and decent on my birthday.
stress.. not to mention im having dreams EVERY night. my friend says its a sign of being stressed out.. this can only mean that peishan is nv stressed in her entire life, except for once when she dreamt that she got thrown into jail for being late. and this means that im stressed out for 80% of my life. my dreams are very weird btw.
1) playing netball with a plastic bag. how is this scientifically possible i wonder
2) caught a group of bangalas peeping at me while i pee. no, not 1, is a GROUP. and if that is not bad enough, they seem to be discussing. what can u discuss about ppl urinating? pee too yellow? aiming not good. im really not being racist, like ive said this is a dream i cannot control it. if i could i would have have very much preferred my peeping tom to be ah xiang.
3) in some mountains on some sort of survival mission/adventure and i apparently have to fight off some evil creatures along the way with my partner. and i did! my first opponent is an angler fish. i cannot rmb if the battleground is land or water and i cant swim either. one of my other opponent is a toad. and i killed it by slitting its stomach. gross rite. i hope im not mentally unsound..
I'm very sure i dreamt last night too but i forgot what issit regarding.
visit blogs.. see chio bus.. go to stomp. Everyday, i hope to see articles on ppl caught making out. Hoping to see familiar faces and afraid to see my own, making out with ah xiang. And everytime im at Stomp, and i know my bro is near, i will click and view another browser and pretend its what that is catching my attention while actually thinking about whether there will be any couple caught making out.
Before u go and and think that im a pervert, i must let u know that im kidding. really.
4pm: Take a nap. OMG CAN U BELIEVE THIS? i just said ' take a nap', and that is like 3h plus after i awoke.
5pm: wake up. go bathe and get ready for school.
7pm: lesson starts. brain switches to space out mode.
11pm: reach home and routine continues.... this is really sickening i need to get a life!! omg
lots and lots of love from tingting who may be losing her sanity very soon
Anyway i must stop telling u about my daily activities but pls let this be the last time. I need to let u know urgently that im acting more and more like a pig that i'm scaring myself.
12.30: wake up. natural reflex to turn on laptop. of course after brushing teeth, washing up and drinking a glass of water. Go facebook, check email, go twitter and tweet. Lately, all ive been tweeting about is school, especially PR. and im getting really stressed. see my face, 1.. 2.. 3.. THREE pimples on the right side of my face (and i havent had pimples for a long time!). pls go away soon, pimples. i wanna look normal and decent on my birthday.
stress.. not to mention im having dreams EVERY night. my friend says its a sign of being stressed out.. this can only mean that peishan is nv stressed in her entire life, except for once when she dreamt that she got thrown into jail for being late. and this means that im stressed out for 80% of my life. my dreams are very weird btw.
1) playing netball with a plastic bag. how is this scientifically possible i wonder
2) caught a group of bangalas peeping at me while i pee. no, not 1, is a GROUP. and if that is not bad enough, they seem to be discussing. what can u discuss about ppl urinating? pee too yellow? aiming not good. im really not being racist, like ive said this is a dream i cannot control it. if i could i would have have very much preferred my peeping tom to be ah xiang.
3) in some mountains on some sort of survival mission/adventure and i apparently have to fight off some evil creatures along the way with my partner. and i did! my first opponent is an angler fish. i cannot rmb if the battleground is land or water and i cant swim either. one of my other opponent is a toad. and i killed it by slitting its stomach. gross rite. i hope im not mentally unsound..
I'm very sure i dreamt last night too but i forgot what issit regarding.
visit blogs.. see chio bus.. go to stomp. Everyday, i hope to see articles on ppl caught making out. Hoping to see familiar faces and afraid to see my own, making out with ah xiang. And everytime im at Stomp, and i know my bro is near, i will click and view another browser and pretend its what that is catching my attention while actually thinking about whether there will be any couple caught making out.
Before u go and and think that im a pervert, i must let u know that im kidding. really.
4pm: Take a nap. OMG CAN U BELIEVE THIS? i just said ' take a nap', and that is like 3h plus after i awoke.
5pm: wake up. go bathe and get ready for school.
7pm: lesson starts. brain switches to space out mode.
11pm: reach home and routine continues.... this is really sickening i need to get a life!! omg
lots and lots of love from tingting who may be losing her sanity very soon
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
bad omen
hello i know im supposed to be doing my work but heck lah.. so retarded the deadline got extended AGAIN but i just realised i got more work to do SIBEI SIAN.
anyway , i had a really weird dream last night, no, nightmare.. i dreamt of huiping.
and she was abusing me until all of my teeth fell out.
uhhhh.. hahahha ok lah not really abusing me but she was like squashing me so that my jaws were like squeezed and my row of teeth got pushed out. ok sth like tt its pretty hard to describe in words but yeah u get the picture. basically she abused me..
and they say dreams are opposite of reality. nah ah i dont think so! this seems fairly plausible in reality.. i can so imagine hp doing it to me like right now. AND i am pretty sure she will do exactly what she did in the dream to me when she sees me (IF she reads this)
wanted to post this on her fb wall but remembered that shes inactive on fb... so..... yeah.
ah ting, the fortune teller says
1) avoid huiping at all costs
2) motivate ting ting to do her work
3) give ting ting money
anyway , i had a really weird dream last night, no, nightmare.. i dreamt of huiping.
and she was abusing me until all of my teeth fell out.
uhhhh.. hahahha ok lah not really abusing me but she was like squashing me so that my jaws were like squeezed and my row of teeth got pushed out. ok sth like tt its pretty hard to describe in words but yeah u get the picture. basically she abused me..
and they say dreams are opposite of reality. nah ah i dont think so! this seems fairly plausible in reality.. i can so imagine hp doing it to me like right now. AND i am pretty sure she will do exactly what she did in the dream to me when she sees me (IF she reads this)
wanted to post this on her fb wall but remembered that shes inactive on fb... so..... yeah.
ah ting, the fortune teller says
1) avoid huiping at all costs
2) motivate ting ting to do her work
3) give ting ting money
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